Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Argh. I know I shouldnt be blogging here at this point of time cos I have no more time. But I really need to vent my frustration. Lol. Tmr's chem. The subject that I haven't started revising at all and many said it's the killer paper of this block test. I think I'm going to die. I really hate this feeling of unpreparedness. Makes me panic, stressed and unconfident. Doing badly for this block test doesnt just fail my own expectations, I know there're many other repercussions to it. Sighs. I must not let this happen to me again. For the subsequent tests, I will make sure I am well-prepared. I'm not going to let myself go through such a trauma again.
Alright. Perhaps I should stop being pessimistic and be more hopeful. I mustn't give up now (though I really feel like raising a white flag now). HALF THE BTs ARE GONE! HANG IN THERE FOR A WHILE MORE AND IT WILL BE OVER SOON! DONT GIVE UP NOW! YEAH MAN, LIKE WHAT I'VE ALWAYS SAID, NTH IS IMPOSSIBLE. CHIONG ALL THE WAY! WHO KNOWS I MAY NOT DIE BADLY FOR THIS TESTS?! haha!
Im one who doesnt believe in miracles. I hate to wait blindly for miracles cos miracles may not come to you all the time. I'd rather depend on my hard work cos this way i feel more confident. However, looks like now I really gotta pray hard for miracles to happen. Now I'm literally hugging Buddha's leg at the last minute. God please bless me...
10:10 PM
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Saturday, June 13, 2009
Sighs. Life is never fair. I like to eat spicy food, but I can't take too much spicy cos I've a weak stomach. ): If I eat food that's very spicy, the next day I'll surely have stomach ache and diarrhoea. Shouldnt have added too much chilli to my rice ytd. Now I have stomach ache. lol.
Anyway, last night I was reading through my old blog posts. I realised that I was a really tough person despite all the difficulties. I should stay the way I was! I shall be an energizer battery that never says die, never give up, never keep trying, never stop giving out the happy aura!
Yeah man! I want to be a happy girl! I will stay strong cos I know I'm not alone! :D
Guess what....? YUKIE NAKAMA (aka Yamaguchi sensei aka Yamaguchi Kumiko aka Yankumi) IS BACK AGAIN TO GIVE HER SUPPORT TO SHEILA WHO IS FACING A GREAT OBSTACLE NOW!
FIGHT-OH!!!!!! :D
5:12 PM
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Thursday, June 11, 2009
I've a bad feeling.
11:03 PM
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WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Today's another happy day!
Alright, my plan failed cos today's not as efficient as ytd. Well, at least I managed to finish another topic! WHEEEEEEEEE! OH! You know why today's a happy day? COS NAC APPROVED OUR TOTE GRANT! YAY!!!!!!!!!! SO HAPPY!!!!! (as happy as when Lee Foundation agreed on sponsoring our concert!) :D:D:D
During prac today, I realised why I love GECO. GECO is just like a big family, where Zhang Lao Shi is our father. HAHA! Seriously, we are all like his children and he watches us grow and learn. Cool right! Not that Moses is not a good conductor, but I prefer Zhang Lao Shi conduct cos it makes it feel like a complete family! HAHA! (yeah lah, how can a family not have ZLS, the 'father'!) Moses is like our big brother. HAHA! Esp today when he shared his experiences and joked with us... WHOA i love that 'family' feeling! Hehh!
Oh dear, I realised that the second week of hols is ending! I'm dead. ):
12:06 AM
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Wednesday, June 10, 2009
WHEEEEEEEEE! I suddenly have the urge to blog though it's alrdy very late, cos i feel very accomplished today! :D
Today's the first day i really mugged ever since hols started. Went to the lib with Szemin and did math. Was listening to the pieces that NYCO played and I began to feel very nostalgic. Bleh, I miss NYCO again.
Besides the point, I really think we're very efficient today! Cos we both chatted/played lame game tgt the prev night till 2.30am before we decided that we should slp. In the end, both of us woke up when it's near afternoon. HAHA! Then we slacked a while at cwp as we walked and drank bubble tea. Only till 2+pm then we settled at the lib to mug. By 8pm (let me count... that's 6h!), we managed to complete 2 chapters of math, considering that those are the most tedious and lengthy topics (the neverending Binomial and annoying Curve Sketching)! WHEEEEEEEE! KUDOS TO US! PS: Szemin said Layting (the genius) took 1 whole day doing curve sketching. But we managed to do 2 topics within a day, and w/o the morning! In other words, we're both more genius than Layting! HAHAHAH! JKJK!
Wanted to reward myself by treating myself to Tutu Kueys, but the queue was too long and my mother didn't want to wait. ): Haha ok lah, i was quite full too (all thanks to the carrot cake)! Ok, I think this is a random post, but still it's worth blogging about my GREAT ACHIEVEMENT! HAHA! Ok, tmr shall be MORE efficient than today! To make it more efficient, I shall go and sleep now to conserve my BRAINPOWER for tmr! MUAHAHAHA...
1:21 AM
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Saturday, June 06, 2009
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE! IM OVER THE MOON NOW! ok, i shall narrate my day first! :D
First thing of the day, i went to school for physics consultation. Didn't prepare much cos i have been too busy to complete my work. At least I finished my Circular Motion tutorial! Anyway, I've found A TEENY BIT of motivation to study! Since secondary school, I've very nice physics teachers who never give up on me and are always encouraging me. In order not to disappoint my physics teacher, i'm determined to do well for physics! (:
Met Yuka, Wendy, Tricia, Sherry and Limwei at SCH for site reckee after that. Yuka and Wendy went back to school for dazu while Limwei drove the rest of us to tpy. We had LUNNER (lunch+dinner) at Swensens! We're very lucky cos there's student happy hour meal! the package consists of a main course, a free soft drink for $9.80 plus 2 desserts for $9.80. We were such cheapskates that we deliberatly chose the most expensive icecream on the menu and we ordered 4 cups of icecream in total! HAHAHA!
As I went to get California Handroll for Layting and Szemin, I SAW..............
DAI YANG TIAN! DAMN SHUAI RIGHT?! HAHA! ok im crazy. but yeah! For the past few weeks, I've been telling people that he's very shuai whenever I see his poster at the MRT stations. I HAVE NVR EVER IMAGINED THAT I'D SEE HIM IN PERSON!!!!! OMG LAH! AND YES, THIS IS WHY IM DAMN HAPPY TODAY! HAHAHAH!
Ok, I've said the highlight of the day, so that's the end of my narration. HAHA! Before I leave, I wanna say I LOVE LLT AND TSM!!!!!! :D:D:D!!! THANKS A LOT A LOT A LOT FOR TODAY! IM REALLY TOUCHED WHEN U SAID U BOUGHT ME SUBWAY COOKIES! you know, i think my california handrolls r insufficient. BUT IM NOT GONNA TREAT U SOON AGAIN! HAHA! I'll find other ways to make up for that! :D:D:D
12:54 AM
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Friday, June 05, 2009
darn. im on the verge of sprouting vulgarities. (haha jkjk. of course i wont do that!) but argh! why are all the bad things kicking in one after another? my phone just declared its death. ): it can't be turned on anymore. luckily i didn't give away my old phone! but still i lost some contacts. -.- wasnt trying to exaggerate when i say 'bad things kicking in one after another'. this is not the only bad thing that happened to me. there're many others, better ones as well as worse ones... sighs... *LADY LUCK! SMILE AT ME PLEASE?*
8:17 AM
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Thursday, June 04, 2009
i'm sad. I'm scared that I've no time to complete my hw and revision. ): I'm sad cos I'm bad at making choices; I've been regretting over choices that I've made. When I look back, I realised that I haven't been doing a good job for all the things that i've done. This is very bad, very very bad. ): This is not me at all. In the past, I'll give in my very best in whatever I do. Now? I can't even play Tianshan properly (and it's an easy piece), I nvr do my part well for concert planning, I'm lagging behind my holiday plans for my school work etc etc. Not being pessimistic, but it has evidently shown that I SUCK. ):
'SHEILA! YOU CAN DO IT!', haha... how true can this be this time? I've no confidence at all.
8:31 PM
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WHEEEEEEEE! I'm back from fac comm camp! I expected little of the camp as I thought 2 days 1 night of a duration was too short for us to know one another better. However, now that the camp is over, I think the camp was short and sweet and enriching!
On the first day, we did rope course for the entire day. (this explains why all of us are burnt) It's easy to recite the belay commands, but when you are doing the real thing, you're so occupied by your fears that you either forget to shout your commands or you will start to blabber nonsense. LOL! For instance, when we tranfer the carribeana from one rope to another, you're supposed to tell you partner:
1. TRANFERRING!
2. UNSCREW! (then you remove the carribeana)
3. CLIP! (when you attach it to the next rope)
4. LOCK!
5. ROTATE!
6. SQUEEZE CHECK!
When we're up there, we forgot all our commands that we started shouting:
2. REMOVING!
3. ATTACHING!
4. TIGHTENING!
5. ROTATING/TURNING OVER!
LOL!! Worse still, for the usual belay command, the climber may accidentally shout the belayer's command. HAHA! Very hilarious!
After the rope course, I realised that I've a little height phobia. lol. When it was my first time to get up, I was damn scared. After that, I wanted to try again. Haha! You know, short people are at disadvantage. Cos the lobster claw rope will be tautened as you cross over from one end to another and the carribeanas may get stuck on the cables that you have to pull them 'manually' to cross smoothly. Even when we're clipping the carribeanas from one rope to another, we may have to tip toe to reach for the cable and it's even harder to rotate the carribeana. -.-
I rmb there's once, I was on this platform with a furious Ares guy, cos he had waited for the carribeana (to travel vertically) for very long. I happened to be the last person with that carribeana, so I hastened my tranfer of carribeanas to another rope so that he could get the carribeana asap. Unfortunately, the cable was too high for me and I had difficulty in clipping the carribeanas onto the cable. I was panicking and I anyhow clipped my carribeanas. In the end, I was being caught for clipping one of my carribeanas facing the wrong side. So I had to do it all over again. Really very sorry to that guy for making him wait for my carribeana for so long. :x
Oh next to our pole, there's this mango tree. (haha! only artemis has this mango tree cos it's next to our pole -.-) All of us got free shade cos of the tree. Haha! There's once, a mango fell form the tree and almost hit Ian. LOL!!! Fortunately all of us had our helmets on lah.
The campfire at night was fun too. During our rehearsal, we realised a BIG secret: DANETTE IS TALLER THAN ME!!! Ubelievable right?! That means im the shortest in Artemis fac comm. Artemis performed the Algorithm's March with a cheer. We were quite high cos we started inviting other people (even the teachers) to join our march. We did random actions while the rest have to follow. HAHA! It was a failed but interesting attempt! Then there's this competition which requires a 'hunk' from each fac to blow a beach ball within the duration of a song. Minron was damn good cos when he managed to inflate the ball, the rest of the balls were still unblown (deflated). Apparently, we were the first for this competition! WHEEEE!
Next, we had rubberband tying competition. Again, each fac was supposed to send a hunk but along with 2 other babes. the objective was to tie as many hairbands onto the hunks hair as possible. The fac with the most no. of hairbands wins. Apollo won this. All of us were saying that luckily Athena didn't send Zitao as their hunk, cos he just shaved his hair! HAHA!
The next morning, we started disclosing secrets of how unglam Yijiao is. So now, she's known to be the most 'GLAM' person in our fac comm. HAHA! As we were walking to ECP, we chatted and they concluded that CO makes people short. (cos Wenhao, Yijiao and I were walking tgt) Then we realised that Wangchi's the exception. Then they said he's tall cos he joined MAD. -.- Perhaps that's why im the shortest cos im the only one who is still in CO in jc. -.-
Rafting was fun. Luckily we have Danette, who is an ex-girlguide, in our grp. Cos we needed her help in teaching us how to tie firm knots. Anyway, in our first attempt, our raft almost overturned cos we all sat towards the centre of our raft. But it was very exciting! HAHA! After that was I-Cook, where all the facs have a cooking competition. Well, due to the lack of proper equipment, our vege were all uncooked. AHHA! The best was our sphagettis. The process was very funny cos most of us didnt know how to cook. The most epic thing that I saw was how Wenhao cut the garlic. HAHAHA! (Nvm, shall not elaborate too much on it! :P)
Hmmm... After I-Cook was Amazing Race. We walked (plus ran) all the way from Boon Keng to Bishan. That was approximately 9.6km. :O Through this race, I realised that Danette is really good at ropes while Ningyu is very smart lol.
Eventually, Artemis came in second! KUDOS TO US! The end of the camp was kinda cheesy (as quoted from Wenhao), but still meaningful and symbolic! Thanks to all the instructors and teachers who made this camp so enriching! :D
After the camp, we had fac dinner at SWENSWENS! WHEEEEEEEEEE! (n we continued suaning yijiao about her GLAMNESS and took GLAM photos of her) HAHA!
Well, through this camp, we have known one another better (e.g. Danette is very good at ropes, Ningyu is very smart, Ian has no fats at all!, Minron wants to be LOW PROFILE (but failed haha!), Yijiao wants to 走 GLAM 的路线 (but failed badly!), Kaini is really an ultimate Tahan-ner, Leon is very strong! etc....) I also realised that all of us specialize in different areas and we are able to make good use of our specialties! However, we still gotta work on our efficiency! I've faith that we'll do a great job! ARTERMIS FAC COMM FTW! :D
7:43 PM
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